Decisions

My time in DC will be over this summer if things go according to planned. Initially my plan was to stick it out one more year which will be December once my lease is up, but now I'm looking into leaving come August.
My boss is already aware of it, though she wanted me to hell the section head which I did but of course, he wants to talk to me more about it.

I'm kinda excited about the move, but alas when I overthink it, all the reasons that I shouldn't move creeps up. Professionally, it might not be the smartest decision since I'm actually gonna leave work and pursue my studies full-time, eventhough it'll still be in the same field. It's not too bad going to school full time but part of me still wants to just do it full-time (and only work maybe part-time or not even) to see what it's like. Maybe it's just what I'm doing now but I seriously feel I like need some time off since I dread even going in to work these days.

I think my trip to Greece really did a number on me, I met all these folks who've travelled all over the world, some who kinda lives a nomadic life moving from one country to another. It kinda made me think how eventhough I make 2x or 3x what they're making, they seem content. The money's nice but I feel like I just want more from life now. It just felt that some things aren't working any longer so I'm working on changing that.

I'm reevaluating my life and working on finding out what my motivations were in doing/not doing certain things, looking back at the mistakes I made and what I can do to prevent it from happening again. I'm turning 28 this year and after reading about this seven year cycles we all go through. Part of me is freaking out like "You need to get your shit straight!" since I feel like I've missed out on certain things, internalizing so much that I shut myself from the outside world.

Anyways, I need to get to bed. This is one thing I can probably work on is to sleep early since when I sleep now, I'd have to get up in 4 1/2-5 hours so definitely not looking forward to it.